feeling teary and relieved all the same, last weekend I had some the greatest self love pleasure I had ever had so far in my life. It reminded me of the raw, graphic and honest sequence Betty shares in Chp 30: The End in Sight – … ” What if I could come, pee, fart, shit, belch and sneeze all at once? would be the simultaneous release of my entire autonomic nervous system lead to eternal life? ” It illuminates yet again the power of pleasure, or orgasm and what it can release for us on a somatic level. My release last week dropped me into a new plane of ecstasy, an arrival or pleasure that release more than I knew I could release. This chapter highlights the continuing process of connection to self and the advancement we can make when we own every bit of life.