Chapter 2 Approval – Francesca and a Raja– her mother (not her real mother – an authority figure) having trained me in being ready to be sold to a potentate as a sexual object as the age of 13. She has been trained by her mother to be sold for the pleasure of one man.
Weirdly this is the complete antithesis of what I would’ve thought I would like. Although I enjoy a man who is willing to take control in sexual relations – the idea of serving just for a man’s pleasure – a man who has likely through birthright taken a position of power – is not one appeals. But the idea of a man able to have any woman that he wants but choosing and willing to pay for me to please him is a different kind of dynamic in my fantasy mind.
Chapter Two: Exploration: Karen. Her husband Ben and her friend Helen. At home – Helen and Ben connecting and Karen joins them. They have great sex in taking pleasure in each other and Karen – especially taking pleasure seeing two people she loves enjoying each other sexually and physically. There are people in my world who I meet and every now and again, when I tell them how I feel I get to play in delightful ways with them – so this resonates.
